Bskizrock's Xanga

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 21:23:40 GMT

god

going back and reading all of those blogs is soo weird... Like back then, i actually cared about school (and mostly my hot ass teachers...) but also, i had a quite exciting life compared to now

also, i was in a different home, and it just feels soooo long ago... lol

but its not, it was just last year... omg... life is crazy, how it can change so drastically

well,

i probably wont write on this again for another million years

love

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 09:16:10 GMT

hehehehe

that was soo gross

i love you man, i love you so much, imma eat you to keep you with me FOREVER!

the exorcist

food yes!

DAMMIT, its all low fat food! NOOOOOO!!!

sweet dreams! theres a full moon tonite!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 01:49:53 GMT

Howdy... all i have to say is...."TRIPPIN' ON ACID!!!!"

much love, jessicabarazowski

p.s. happy thanksgiving to all, and to all a good night!!!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 04:12:58 GMT

OMG!!! I am a young female with raging hormones. I like am OBSESSED with my sexy english teacher, and today i had an assessment with a personal trainer who was hot, and i just have a problem with finding guys attractive. I just think its funny, oh, yea, and my costume for ole' hallows eve is called captain hooker..... couldnt have picked a better one, if i say so myself... lol... well, i just thought id let my few minions know about my sexual obssession with men.... LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

jessica b

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 02:44:37 GMT

well, hello there... im adding because people might start to think ive died... lol, but yea, my new job sucks, they only gave me one day this week, and it was the day i said i couldnt work... those assholes... I CAN'T BELIEVE THE SOX ARE GOIN' TO THE WORLD SERIES!!!! unbeliveable, go sox. but yea, other than that, my life is boring, as i sit here at northern illinois university, ready to go out to a toga party, lol, and anticipating hockey on sunday.... other than that, life is normal. my old job, man-jo-vins restaraunt closed last saturday, and every time i drive past it i feel so sad.... :( well, lucky i updated

jess b

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 21:58:15 GMT

Ok, well now that I'm so over that gay guy.... lol. No but school has been really great, and so has work. I actually go back to work tomorrow, and i feel like ive been away from work forever... but thats good. I went to do laundry by norrells house yesterday, and i didnt get home til midnight... lol, but it was all good. So, i guess jessica moorehouse is gonna be my date for homecoming... yay!!! lol, im a dork, but yea, it should be fun, considering i have never gone to home coming... it shall be a new experience... lol... well, im going to do my homework now, ta-ta!!

jessica

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:39:16 GMT

Oh my God, I have a serious crush on a gay guy . Like its really bad. I get butterflies and everything. And its not like i didnt know he was gay, believe I KNEW. But I cant help it. First, he has really cool hair.And then hes like really fun and stuff. But whatever, who cares, it can't control that... (and yes, angie, its the gay guy that i said looked like jude....lol although he really doesnt now that i think of it...) I cant believe this!!! I am soo embarrassed... Like, im always staring at his ass, its so cut and tiny ... lol okay, i will totally stop... i know it grosses people out.. I hope it passes soon... i will be made fun of forever... lol so yea, and theres nothing else

jessica (the gay guy lover...)

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:27:11 GMT

Whats up my people? well, anyways, what i really wanted to tell everyone but totally forgot to is that i went to las vegas with christopher and his family.... fun times... but, i also ( ON THE SAME PLANE AS ME AND EVERYTHING) saw my p.e. teacher... he was all smart assy and was like "im surprized your on time for your plane" and laughs... how crazy? well ,anyways on a better note i am no longer unemployed, i now have a job at POTBELLY's across the street from the hip, so if you want this sexy ass biatch to make you an awesome sandwhich, come there, when it opens of course... lol.. well, thats so all i have to say for now..... except that i am not ready to go back to lane tech... eww.. i hate school... here comes another shity year... love always

jessicabarazowski

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 03:48:50 GMT

anyways... im updating for angie, since she loves to read my xanga... lol its ok i like to read hers too.. but not too much has happened in my life... i dont have a job any more... and i feel lame all the time... and uh, angie never visits me, she always visits hadayet tho... :( but its ok... ill just never visit her.... lol me n cora have been chillen a lot lately.. we were gonna throw a pool party and it got rained out... damn... lol. what ever tho... its not like it would be as cool as we wanted it to be anyways, since my mom felt free to invite her and her friends... thats half the reason we canceled it, lol.... my moms lame ass.. well until next time

bskizrock

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Sun, 29 May 2005 02:25:02 GMT

ANGIE, this one is for you....

as i got home from work today, i found my mail sitting on my bed. As i looked through all the garbage, i came across the monthly newsletter from a church. But, not just any church, it was the methodist churh that angie and i used to go to. as i thought about how useless this was to me, and all the times i just meaninglessly threw them away, i acutally opened this one. I did it because i remembered how every sunday morning, angie's little grandmother, angie, bill and i used to get up and go. I remembered all the crazy things we did, like the time we chased each other around and angies cousin, meagan, got her finger jammed in the bathroom door. I remember how we used to wander around, when we werent supposed to. And most importantly of all, i remembered the time we all spent together, and how much we took it for granted. we belived, i guess, that we would always be going, every sunday, leaving with her grandma, from that apartment building on ashland.... it just shows me how much everything has changed, and i miss the stupid andventures we had in that church. there are just so many things that i can remember, and most of those things have angie in them. i guess i thought she would always be here, in that apartment building on ashland, leaving early every morning to either go to school or to go meet up with friends. im sorry i ever took that for granted, because now, shes not there, and its not that simple to see her any more. I wont pass her up in the hallway every day, and i wont be able to walk to her house. angie, im just so sorry that i ever took you for granted, because even though your far away, i KNOW youll always be there. i hope this makes you feel good, because thinking of all those things we did made my day. i love you like a sister who had to move away.

jessica barazowski